HAH!!..addicted to "KPOP" suddenly~

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APOLOGY :(

We've all made mistakes, especially when we were young and honestly believed that the choices we made were for the best. When I looked back on one of the most turbulent times of my life, I realize that I hurt someone who was very dear to me.

But when so many years have passed, how can I go back and tell him I'm sorry?

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How do I tell you I'm sorry -
With a gesture, a look, a touch?
How is it I never realized
I hurt you so very much?

I do not ask forgiveness,
A comfort I'll never deserve.
I merely want to let you know,
But I cannot find the nerve.

To finally confront you, face-to-face,
To look you in the eye,
To face your wrath, your apathy -
Too terrified to try.

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BLAH..BLAH..BLAH... :)

Hurmm...agak kelamaan juga aq x jengok blog nih..,dah ad sawang pown.,lapuk diujan dan dah lekang dek panas..haizzz....,penat nk baek pulih benda nih.Napa ya aq lama bukak blog nih??..bz sangat kowt?..haha..bz la sangat!..,,duk umah hari~hari,'makan', 'tidoq', 'bf'..eh!!...bukan 'bf'..tp 'fb'...sory2,,banyak gak aq nk cerita nih...tp aq malas nk tulieh!,mcm mana nih..haha...xpa2,aq rajinkan-lah jugak diriku yg agak malas nih.tp aq nk cerita apa harr??urmm...xpala sama~sama la tgk nih..

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AQ KLUAR NGAN ANAS & AIMAN
26.10.2010~selasa: cadang-cadang nk pi beli baju ngan kasut,tp xtau kat mana..,dalam perjalanan tringat kat anas lak.Dah dkat sebulan lebih jugak la dia xbalik..,..so tepon la dia..
aq: "salam,wei ang free x rinih?",
anas:"yup,free..awat?",
aq:"jommm...pi cmart,,"
anas:"jom-jom"
(macam nk buat karangan BM la pulak)
Dah sampai kat UiTM,Aq tunggu la kat luar...pastu tgk anas keluar dari gate UiTM dengan aiman.,kami terus pi c~mart,round punya round jumpa baju yg 'sejibik' macam aq tgk kat the store ritu,,nk beli ritu xdak saiz. Aq try la tnya kak tuh,,baju nih ada tak saiz 'Xl",dia cari-cari tgk pastu cakap..maaf adk ,saiz "XL" xdak..."XS" adala,,aq nk buat apa saiz "XS",,haduuiii...,,Then dia tunjuk baju sama tp kaler laen terang ckit,yg ni adala saiz "XL",,aq pown try la..ok-ok,amik yg ni la kak,..,dah tu pi la kedai sblah kedai game magic kingdom...Alangkah tekezutnya bila tengok dvd full drama seri korea berfail2...hahahahaha(ketawa syiok),,dah jumpa port nk cari drama korea...murah2 lak tu,,berbaloi~baloi,,
Lepas kluar dari c~mart,kami pi la mkn2 jap...pastu pi beli kasut lak..,,habiskan masa dalam kereta ngan berborak-borak ngan anas ngan aiman.,bila smpai the store..,,anas ckp "solat"!!!
haha,,..tgk-tgk dah lama masuk waktu zuhur,bila dah dapat kasut yg aq nk, kami pi cari battary lappy aiman lak...,JENG-JENG-JENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!,saat yang sungguh aq tak sangka....,,bila anas tarik tangan aq dan lari patah balik...SEBAB???..terkejut ngan anjing yg ada depan dia(dalam keadaan bangun sebab nmpak kami) ,hahahaha...
Then,bila dah abis semua...Aq pown antaq anas ngan aiman balik UiTM....pastu aq pown balik umah......~Habis sudah~

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HARI TEMUDUGA!!

29.10.2010: wargHHH!!!!!!...interview rinie!..,,Aq bangun dengan semangat-nya pada pukul enam pagi..hehe..,,pas bersihkan diri..solat..,siap2....asa ketaq la pulak!!..haiz...Sampai di Pejabat Persekutuan pukul 7.30pagi..,,kat sana time tuh hanya ada aq,budak form6 s.m.k agama arau,ngan budak pompuan mana xtau..,,pastu makin ramai la orang..semua skali 16 orang,, 1st skali ujian bertulis....soalan minat xminat,jawab ya atau tidak ja..huh...tp penat jugak la 217 soalan yang nk kna jawab..pastu kena beratur kat kerusi ikut number,..asalnya aq no. 12..,xla takut sangat...,,TAPI!,tiba-tiba kak tu panggil aq duduk kat kerusi no.4..APA KES??...aq pown duduk ngan risaunya..mau tak isau!!,ni la 1st time aq temuduga...,,lepas budak no.3 keluar aq pown tunggu loceng bunyi,pastu aq pown masuk dengan bekalkan sedikit doa agar tak ketaq,,huh...soalan apa la yg dia tanya,,n cara aq jawab cukup SEDEH!!,lepas sepuluh minit...dia ckp...ok En.Harris kita dah sampai ke sesi akhir temuduga........trima kaseh.,,aq pown ngan kecewinya keluar...hurm...mcm tak dak harapan.,,tp xtaulah nk ckp.,,tgk la nnty...huh,pening aq pikiaq!!..apa pown aq dah habis temuduga,,agak relief la sekarang.....hahahahaha

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YOU'RE SO VAIN!!

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Say No To REGRET!!

No such thing about regret right now..
Just keeps look forward and grab the best that we can..
Say no to improper channel that can make me confuse..
For this next 3 months...
Try to use wisely..
GAMBATTE!!!

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HOPE!!

I hope tomorrow event is like what I'm thinking right now..

i feel stupid because not accepted that the one maybe better for me..

i can not take this risk..

Don't want it be like last two years..

that time i just think about famous course...

not about what the risk I'll face..

now....

just hoping for tomorrow...

hope it'll be like in my mind now...

hoping that I'll get good course...

really hoping it'll come true...

pray for me ^^

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Stressssssss!!!!!
now...feel going to be insane
Argghhhhhhhhhhh!!
uhhhhh!!
brain unfunction properly..
wayar dah nk putus kowt noh???
hahahaha
whawhawhawha.....
sob..sob..sob..
hihihihihihihihi...!!
huhuhuhuh..
agagaga
lalalalalalala...
hey!!!!!
shut up...
pommm....
:p

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LOVE ME-Justin Bieber

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Chong Yin Tat 's Birthday (^_^)

my best buddy's birthday!!!
wish u a happy birthday~~
(^_~)

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BAD ROMANCE

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Everytime We Touch

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3 days 2 nights~~ TM Earth Camp

Casa Rachado Resort

Firstly,my job as registrationist ,...blurred...lastly Kak laila told me what have to do..,,checking list name...told room number,with courtesy i did that job very well..hehe,, After all participants in the hall,Kak Eve,the head Coordinator went us to came to the in front , "Mereka ini semua merupakan fesi-fesi anda sepanjang kem ini berlangsung..,"

Briefing was done,my second job begun.,,ice breaking session,firstly fatin give the 'salam perkenalan'..then we were playing 'kelopak Jantung 'games that suggested by Teacher Fazilah, the ice breaking session go on very smoothly even i'm very totally nervous.Then..the break time,go to my room,,took a nap for a while.

At 7.00pm,go to dinner with all fesi. we was the earlier group for dinner..felt awkwarded there, waiters and waitress starred at us with furiously. Its all because we had our dinner early than what they were schedule. when 8.30pm, astronomy session were been talked by En. Azhar,if i not mistaken.,hehe..his talked very amused.

Then at 11.00pm,Kek Eve gave briefing to all fesi,as she told..i had to go to A-day Program With KPA,which means i had to separated with camping program.,my duty was been a registrationist,i had to do the payment from schools and sorted all the certificate for shool that been invited,Abg haqim told me that..

Next day,woke up at 5.30am..,,i helped Rafeque be a 'wake up caller'...hehehe..my best part,at 7.30,after breakfast..go to Resort Ilham,the main place for A-day program and Raptor Watch Week was been held.We go to our booth and set-up all thing..banners,painting,and registration's table..,A-day program was done at 1.30pm..,then took our lunch at hall beside the seashore..,,At 2.00pm.,camping program,Nature hunt was started.,Qaiyyum,Rafeque and i was at MNS station,Our tasks to them was a puzzle of bird..with five minute,they must complete 3 puzzles to go to the next station.,this game finished at 3.30pm.,,them all fesi was got rest till dinner time at 7.30pm,we go back to Casa Rachado at 5.30.,,earlier than participants..,At 8.30,we had set-up the hall for TM talked..as this camping program was sponsored by them..,,done there,we had prepared the supper to them before go to sleep.

shining Sunday morning,i woke up late..hehe,exhausted gila ,that why la.,at 8.30,once again i'm go to the A-day program,this day must be a registrationist for a pre-school program...luckily,no pre-school come...hahaha..,,we go to face painting at art and craft booth..,,Kak laila very like her eagle painted around her right's eye..at 12.00,closing ceremony was held at Dewan Tun Sri Lanang,at Resort Ilham,then photography session.....,after lunch,the camping was close officially..hehehehe...

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Journey on Train to nature camping

11.03.2010~12.03.2010

This was my first time been in train,,a little bit mix of excited and nervous ....naturally right to felt that for our first time?, Its was great..like Harry potter film...,go to Howgert by a train...haha .,we bought second class tickets,, our train departure at 6pm... with happily excited seen the beautiful scenery of Perlis...and mp3 played all my favorite song..

At 10.30pm...our train suddenly blackout and stopped at between Sungai petani`s railway station and Bukit Mertajam`s railway station...haha..darkness around us,no light around the railway,

"The train cable was 'preekks'...cut..hehe "said the passenger to his friend,,

"Oh,no wonder that the electricity on this train suddenly cut-off"said his friend

my friend and i had used handphone's light to lighted up our place....so we can continue discuss about camping games activity,,after 20minutes....the train's cable was fixed up...,,continue our journey....cannot sleep well in train,felt very uncomfortable. The best part in the train was when i saw the flirty man playing his **** ,i guessed. He was very dared.,cannot stop laughing when thinking about that..,

"Perhatian kepada para penumpang,stesen berikutnya adalah KL central...anda dikehendaki bersedia,terima kaseh,"said the train conductor . Haha... i'm still blurred at that time.,

Now at Kl Central, met other fesi from other state . Missed them so much.

Had D.Donuts for breakfast,tuna sandwich and iced coffee latte..made me fresh and fulled.

Then waiting for Kak Laila, staff at arrival gate..,then..Abg zaid and Abg Yazid,others MNS

staff came with eco's van to lifted us,,..the van was packed with us and our luggage..,

At MNS HQ,picked all camping stuffs...,now i go to Casa Rachado with Kak Hana,

MNS staff with her lovely Persona .Abg Haqim ,the new MNS staff also go with us

By using GPS,we reached there first than Abg Zaid.

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Memang lumrah dunia....

Yang bahagia tidak akan kekal lama......

Walaupun kita pegangnya erat-erat...

Akan hilang sekelip mata....

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RAPTOR WATCH : PENGENALAN

Selamat datang ke Program Sehari yang diadakan sempena dengan Sambutan Minggu Pemerhatian Helang2010. Sambutan Minggu Pemerhatian Helang merupakan satu program tahunan yang dianjurkan bagimempromosi kesedaran tentang fenomena migrasi burung dan juga menyedarkan orang ramai tentangkepentingan Tanjung Tuan sebagai tempat persinggahan burung migrasi.

Apa itu migrasi burung?

Migrasi burung merupakan satu proses perpindahan burung dari satu kawasan ke kawasan yang lain dalam satu tempoh tertentu.

Kenapa bermigrasi?

Burung-burung bermigrasi bagi mengelak cuaca sejuk di negara asal seperti China, Russia, Jepun, Korea.Keadaan negara asalnya yang sejuk menjadikan keadaan sekelilingnya tidak sesuai untuk didiami. Ini mendorong burung-burung bermigrasi ke negara-negara yang mengalami cuaca yang lebih panas untukmendapatkan perlindungan, makanan dan air.Burung-Burung migrasi yang menjadi tumpuanBurung pemangsa – terdiri daripada burung falko, helang, rajawali, hereng, burung hantu dan lain-lain. Ia bolehditemui di pelbagai habitat di dunia kecuali di kawasan gurun melampau dan tundra.

Antara burung-burung yang boleh diperhatikan di kawasan Tanjung Tuan ialah seperti Lang Lebah, Lang Baza,Lang Sewah Cina dan Lang Sewah Jepun.

Ciri-ciri burung pemangsa:

• Kuku tajam

• Penglihatan tajam

• Paruh bercangkuk

• Karnivor

Burung pemangsa ini bermigrasi pada waktu siang apabila keadaan cuaca yang baik kerana ia memerlukan turus udara panas untuk membantunya bermigrasi dengan lebih efisien kerana turus udara panas inimembolehkan ia melayang dan terbang tinggi tanpa burung perlu mengepak sayapnya untuk terbang jauh.

Kenapa Tanjung Tuan?

Tanjung Tuan menjadi tumpuan beribu-ribu burung pemangsa setiap tahun antara bulan Februari dan Aprilkerana jarak antara Tanjung Tuan dan Sumatera adalah yang terdekat sekali sepanjang Selat Melaka.

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Why ?

why you should said like that to me..

why now?

the near the time to meet you..

the lots of changes you show to me..

where you're softhearted voices?

where you're cool cute face?

all changes so terrible...

all changes because that The Flirty Miss A

hahaha.....

No wonder lah brader!!

ignore me before...

that's why i felt our friendship distance became further...

won't listen to me??

eleeeh...

now..it's up to you..,,

go!! fly away with your emo sad drama scene.,,

higher till you can't see me again!!

that's maybe make you better right~~

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LOVE ME NOT!!

I complicated our lives

By falling in love with him

I complicated our lives

Now I'm losing my only friend

I don't know why, I had to try

Living my life on the other side

Now I'm so confused

I don't know what to do

He loves me, He loves me not

She loves me, She loves me not

He loves me, He loves me not

She loves me...I started blurring the lines

Because I didn't careI started crossing the line

Cause you were never there

No where to turn,No one to help,It's almost like I don't even know myself

Now I have to choose

I don't know what to do

He loves me, He loves me not

She loves me, She loves me not

He loves me, He loves me not

She loves me, she loves me

He loves me, He loves me not

She loves me, She loves me not

He loves me, He loves me notShe loves me...No where to turn,No one to help,It's almost like I don't even know myself

Now I have to chooseI don't know what to doHe loves me, He loves me not

She loves me, She loves me not

He loves me, He loves me not

She loves me, She loves me not

He loves me, He loves me not

She loves me, She loves me not

He loves me, He loves me not

She loves me, She loves me not

Loves me not.....

(by : TATU)

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Listen Closely

Listen Closely,Stand still for one moment'.

Can you hear me?When I whisper your name at night starring into the stars,

Do you feel a cold chill come over you?Do you feel me like I feel you?Do you long for my tender kisses for that soft gentle touch?Or am I just delusional in this madness I once thought was love?When I pray, do you feel the power of love I am sending?

When I cry, do you feel the pain I am feeling?Every time you turn me away, do you know how I hurt, do you even care?

Do you ever sit alone and wonder what things might have been like together?I am at war with myself every day, telling myself why I should forget you, why I should let go, how foolish I am for hanging on'Nothing seems to work.

I have tried making myself hate you, to not care'I have reminisced the past, and even dwelled on all the bad memories, all the horrible words we have shared together trying to convince my self you are the enemy,So many times I see you in my dreams’ and I am sure to see you tonight.

There you are, within reach, yet I cannot hold you, I cannot kiss you as I desire, and I cannot make you love me as I have prayed for so many nights.How could I love you so much, yet you hardly know I exist?You are so careless with your feelings, so nonchalant.

I don't know how you do it, How can you not feel my love inside you?You will forever be there; you are the burden in my heart that will burn me forever.

My head is telling me I am a fool and that the pain must endMy heart tells me love has no end, no boundaries, no rules or fine linesyou know nothing about this pain, about the tortureWhat I wouldn't give to let go, to set you free from my heart.

I have searched and searched to find a way to release this pain, and I am left with nothingWithout your love, I will always be left with nothing.

This is a game I cannot win, I cannot overcome this, I want to give up, but there is no point in that, because the feeling I feel will still be thereNo matter how defeated I may feel, I can't end this

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LONELINESS

Loneliness...........

it's very abstract and can not see with naked eyes..

The loneliness make life in silence world..

even I'm in crowd...

feel ignorance from everyone ...

feel sensitive very deeply..

feel something from every single words..

feel happy and proud when hear nice speaks..

feel sick and furious when hear damn freaking sarcastic speaks..

ME..

now felt all the loneliness..

and now...I'm alone...

sunk into very deeply spaces when i write this blog...

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School

Be in school was my great time that I ever spend in this 11 years..,,started when I go to primary school till I was entered secondery school...,,

I had much much things that i had faced and through along this time,,

I started to learned about A,B,C and 1,2,3..

learn how to read and write..

learn how to calculate and solve the problem..

learn how to be polite with others..

learn how to be independent..

learn how to be ME....

I missed my classmates... always helped me in solving questions

play,chit-chat,hang-out and gossip with you guys was my sweetest memories..

if i could stop the time even return to that time...I WILL do it..

I missed my teachers...teached me without feel bore..,

be in your class was my splendid time..

love your lesson very much...

But...I must realise all this could not turn back..

try to accept reality...

but

I WILL keep this memories forever...

I LOVE U ALL

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